i'm trinyg
im triyng to be everthing you wnat
im trying to be hwo youanwt me to be
im trying to be who you need me to be

Butim sitl not good unuf
but i sitll dont do it wright
but i sitll stink at it
but i still am raling

I've flfain
I;ve flaling wuick
I've flal ing hard
I've falin fomr high up and i hit the ground hard

I fiald
I fiald today
I fialed yesteday
I fiald last week
Ill fiall tommarow


I'm sitl not good unuf
Im stil nto who oyu need
Im stil lthat kid who s a pain
I'm still me

Not Good Unuf

I nnot god unuf
Im not unuf for any one
My fmaily
My finrds
no one

I never have bne
I never was the wright kid
I never did anything wright
I never was that ikid
the kid that ever on liked

ICant be that fdaghrte
I cant be that firned
ICant be perosn oytu wnat
I cant perfect
I nct be any one

Im tirerd of being rangerd on
Im tiemrd begin yled at
I mriter d of her i could do beeter wheni m treiyng my best
Im tierd of not bieng good unf
Im tired of me

Im tierd of being terpso npole cna tlka to
but never geting anytihng for it
I'm ited of liey
TO makae you fell beter
jstu to ahve oyy say im nto good unufe
that im trying har dunuf

Ehat do ido so worng?
HOwe do i mes up smcuh ?
Why ncat me be ogd unf for you?
Why do ialwayt tkae the gblame?
Why cnat i you jstu like me?

LEt it al jstube my aflt
let it al lbjstub edone ane ofve tihw
COsue at the end of the day it alwa yned up that way
So lets skip acople steps balme it on my let me get my abplgs and be doen
coies im so tied of this

I dont rember hwen i was tood good jup
I dont rmeber wehn got a im prud of yuo you did that on oyu;reown
I dont remer wheni got a bat on the bkac and good job
why?
Couse i mnt good unuf

Im not god unf for any one
I have to maena falts
THer is only on e hwo never khets
Adn that beocue ne maed me
BUt for cer one slim not good unfe

uh uh uh uh uh

i wnt ohold oyu close to me
i wnat to be with you
i wwant to sit next to you
i wnat to lisen yoto yu

i wnat you to knwo ilve you
i want you ot knw im here for you
i want you to know that i car eaoubt you
iwant you to knwo that thers eom one ther for you

i wnat to be with you
i wnat to hold you;re hadn
i want to give you a hug
i want to never let you go

i want to protedct you fomr the world
i wnat to kep oyu safe fomr all harm
i wnat to now let you go
i wnat mmya rem st obe asihld

i wnat to hug you
i wnat o fel loyu;re imbrace
i want jstu one grat ehug to get my thour
i wnat you to gfel lmy love thoughmtihs imbrace

i jsut want to be with you

It's not the lyes that hurt us. WE know we lye it's when we boleve them. Am i that complicated that you dont even see what i try to tell. Have ihidden behind thos wasl so well? That my fells cnat even seep through? THat not a ray of truth can be seen? Am i that complicatted?
Maby im jsut blind?
MAbey yo iu tihnk im jsuta nother liyer who will leve.
mabbey i am jsuta nother lyer.
Mabey i push to mcuh,
MAbey i hid to mcuh
Mabey im jstu scared
MAbey use to being hurt
THe thing i knwo is
I dont excpect you to tlka
I dont want you to spill out nenles you wnat to
I dont want to sit and think i knwo everthing cosue i know idont
I dont want to hurt you
I dont want to let soem one in when im scared ill be hurt agen
I dont want to let you boleve lys
NBut
THat al li knwo
Thats ill i fell
thats al i knwo
al i knwo is that im sitll liveing
all i knwo is thati try
all i knwo is that i fail
all i knwo is you;re way to good for me
and i dont diserv you

beoucse the tears wont fall

she kiskes she punches
She hits
she beats her and hadn ti lhter hnumb
why?
she beats ehr self edxterning t omake ht interntl pain go awy
THe oapai ni s to gerate
She wants the tears to cfal l
But theay wont
Why ocus she wont let tmhe
Shr ahts this
SH ahts this feling
sHe fells crumy
sHe fells liek ajerk
She ahtes
IT couesit kils her
She cna tkae it
It's slowly killing hetr
Sher might see happie
but hse is ding insde
THer is no vitum in this enls ehr bloddy fist count
THe is no pain in this in les the blood is asing
SHe hit snad kicks cosue internly it ehr but shr nact let that out with tesrs
Sp the punches work

she wonders why ismile ever tiem she does
she wounders why i alag h when seh does
she wounders why rver time she waives i wasve bkac iwth a misle
she woudners why ever ite i lev ei have to say i love you

MAbey it;s cosue she more htn just a frined
She means so mcu more
she is much llcoser
mabey it;s cosue she's like a sister

She knows so mcuh ocuse she dcares
she knows som uch ocuse she lisne
she knows som mcu hcoause she is asmins
she knows so mcu h couse she is her

Alli everwhented was ehr
All i ever wahted was to know thg realy her
ALl i ever wnated was her nothing more
All iever wnated was her with no changes

I ahve to msiel couse hers ins ocntages
I ahve to lagh whe nseh does cosue it;s jsut funny
I smile couse im waving at ehre
I ahve to say ilvoe you so hse knows osme onw alwaysy locves her

I dontknow how she cna put up wityh me
I dontknow what i did to diserv ehr
O dont know why God amede me so luckey
I dont know why he let soemone as aus mas ehrocmein to my life

SHe donst nknow how much i lvoe ehr
She donst know how mchi carea obut ehr
She dosnt knowwhat she emans to me
SHe dosntknwo waht she aahs done for em

THere is so much i oucsl ds ay aobut here
THere is so mcuh ioculd tlel you aoubt ehr
THaere is so mcuh that she is amsing at
THere is so much i oculd say

Who is she
Why do itlkatoso hily of her
Why
COuse she's my best friend

A little longer

YOu ahdn lsieds arcoss my shoudl fomr another godbye hug
ADni wnat ot hol d on tight
Cosue idont want to mkae you go ohme otnhigh

I want to keep that hug
Not let go
ADn elt oyu knwo
I Care aobut you

I wot wnat to let go
I want to hold you in theis hug jsut a litle longer
I dont wnat you to leeve

I kwnowaht waists for you
AD i wnat to ceep you fomr it
I jsut want to hold on a ligtlte longer

S o lets let tihgs hug last a little longer today
LEts jsut sntad ehr for a seondc adna dn fel lhe warm impbrace
SO meabey otngiht you;ll rebmer that like i rmeber oy u