Soon.....

Soon were my name is iwll be another
Soon you wont need me any mroe
I'll be fased out not needed.

COsie you;re sslowly seeing that other pople care
cosue you finly get that other pole wnat to lisen
You're understadning that im not the only one who will stay up lat jsut tot tlak to you

Soon you ownnt need me
Soon you;ll forgt aobt me
Soon i knwo i wnaont be needed

I see were my name use to be
I see were use o stnad messiges for me
and now i see other pole names wright there

Soon you wnat need me
soon il lbe forgeten
soon you wnont rrember that person you usre to knwo

Mabe yim wrong
but it fells liek im wright
/Mabey im jsut over exgaretoing
But it all seems to fimerler to me

SO i guess al lthes left
IS to buld the wasll up
Adn get ready for a storm
WEther it willl ocme or nt who knwo

IT's sorty lonly here without you
The day goes by slower
And i find my self havineg nothing to do

I'm so use to tlaking to you tilll late at night
I live for thos oocnversations
We have funny ones but atlest once a wekke we ahve a serouse one

sometime were on the bummbey rode
It sme like we were there a coupple dayts befor you left
I coudnt let you eve nad let it be that way

I guess the piont of all this is
I miss you
I love you
And i cnat wait for you to come home

my thoughts mabey

so what do you d o when all you do is hert
so what do ou do when you odnt wnat to hert any one any more
what do you to when you jst dont knwo waht to do
what cna you do

What happens when the person you cared aobut most you jsut ehrt
What happens when al lyou want ot do it run
What happesn whan you didnt ahve time to shut thos emtions up
Waht hpaens when ial lyou want ot do is make it all wright
Waht hapes wen you jsut odnt knwo how
Waht can happen

Why cna i sut b e abeter friend
Why do i have to hert you so mcuh
Why do i jsut not knwo how to shut my mouth
Why cnat i just be frined

So as i stia dn think aobut it all
I knwo i've her tou and coused you pain
The wrods i dont hear stng as thy sink in
Cose iknow it menas i rely ahve hert you when you dont say thos weords

I jsut wish iwas a better finred
I jsut wich iisdidnt hert you
I jsut wish i cousle me who you need and wnat me to be
I jsut wich you didt ahve to dell with stupid me

Secrets

V1
You tell me you're secrets
You say you;ve never told any one befor
Youve told em the things you've hiden for years
And I remind you were you're secrets go

Choris
They go in the Secret place next to my hart
No one cna get there oh no
The only way to get there is if you're me
Just rember you're secrets are safe with me.

V2
As Isit next to you
And lisnen to you talk
I see you blink a way the tears
And i knwo were all you said tonight will go.

Choris.
it's going in that secret place next to my hart
No one cna get ther oh no
And the only way to get ther is if you;re me
So just rember you're secrets are safe with me

V3
So as i ly her wide awak
I tihnk aobut evertinhg you've told me
It feels liek i hold you;re secrets in the palm ofmy hand
but that not were they are.

Cnoris
There in that secret place wright next to my hart
No one can get ther oh no
The only way to get there is if you're me
Rember rembe oh

There in that secret place wright next to me hert
No one cna get ther oh no
THe only way to get ther is if you;re me
Rember oh please rember you;re secrets are safe with me

I dont knwo itohug i would bpost that song couse it reminds me of some of the frined ships i ahve adn then how like i knwo that i have firneds that do that ith what itell them so yeah i odnt know. Adn im not sure fi thats the realy anme of it

sid line

i stnd on thie sid lines washing you0
i see you ther hert and prused
i se eyou alon in the sitwation hert
i see you wishing you wernt there being hert

I jsut wish you would call me in
i jsut wish oyu would tell me ocme in
I wnat you to call out my name tell me you need my help

THen i here your vioce thrwwo the tears
I her you cla mine name
THe sid lines are broken im aloud in I
Step slowly towerd you

You hert and apandedn
the wrods they said just killed you
I Stnad there noyt knwoing what to do when
i here you say i need you

ISti down and remind you yyour noth alone
I tell you who cares aoubt you and waht relly matters I
let you knwo im there and most of all i lisen to you

THere will be days i am no the sidle lines
Iching to come in and savce the day
But you ahveint called my name You havent clald me out

IT's ahrd wehn his se it ahppend and all i can do is stnad there adn clal to you
I try ahrd to enderg you but its ahrd for you to her when your so fare awy
I dont knwo waht to do agenst this beryer

THen youca l lmey anem and say i need you
I dont knw waht t o do or whaat you need form em
I guess lil jsut weing it and hipe i hlep you

Wrights notes: Yewah that was dumb and sutpid adn it;s ameterfor adn it might be ahrd for you to nderstn cosue i itynhk werd so eyah . stupid i knwo

I'm not

I'm not your funny friend
I'm not the friend you come to when al you wnat ot do is lagh.
I'm not the friend you see laghing till l they cry
You wont see me gigil till my stomic herts
I'm not ticklis wich runis all your fun
And not laghing comes esily
Seriose is what i do i can find it in any of your jokes.
I might not be all that but mabety im this
I'm that friend that you can call at 2 in the morning and ill ltka to you even if you hung up on me 3 times earler that day
I'm that friend whos not going to make jokes aobut you hwne your not around
I'm that friend who will stand up for you
I'm that friends who will look at you and yull get so uncofertable cosue you i=know i knwo what most of your loockes mean
I'm that friend wh oi s ok with you crying and wont lagh at you for it
I'm that friend who's goign to try not to let you down even tohugh i probley already ahve
I'm that friend who wnats to be there when you wnat to tlak and willl try there best to
I'm that friend who will ask you how your day was adn do oyu want to ltak aoubt it no matter how mena times you push me away
I'm that friend who isnt wored aobt that others think but will hit some one for slandering agents a friend
I'm not that frined that lets you easily forget aoubt you life. I'm no one who will sit for houres adn lisne yto you tlak aovcue i care.I wont let you slip away. I'll try my best not to be ajerk and do evertihing i sadi aobve, but then nagen im jsut hummen. Ill mes up and some days it wil hert to be pushed awya. I'm ok with the heurt cosue i knwo it will come some day and I'm ok with being pushed awya cousei knwo it;s you.

(i relay dint kwnow aht's up with this post cosue i most likly arent any of thos things so yeah)

Uh hum

to be puched away
stinks
to be left out
herts
to be forgetn
killes
to be shoved awya
stinks
to be unwanted
herts
to be replaced with some one els
kills
to ahve soemone takes your place
stinks
to fel unwanted
herts
to be left out
killes

Friends ship is a complicarted thing that I dont understnd
I dont get it
Who a m,i areound you?
Ami esily replaced ?
Mabey im jsut a nothere perosn toyou
Man it killes to be forget
Man how i wish it would stop
I guess i am replaceable
I'm just a nother perosn
Mabey ishould jsut go it will aamke it easer for you

Dont mind this intewrsting thoguht