beoucse the tears wont fall

she kiskes she punches
She hits
she beats her and hadn ti lhter hnumb
why?
she beats ehr self edxterning t omake ht interntl pain go awy
THe oapai ni s to gerate
She wants the tears to cfal l
But theay wont
Why ocus she wont let tmhe
Shr ahts this
SH ahts this feling
sHe fells crumy
sHe fells liek ajerk
She ahtes
IT couesit kils her
She cna tkae it
It's slowly killing hetr
Sher might see happie
but hse is ding insde
THer is no vitum in this enls ehr bloddy fist count
THe is no pain in this in les the blood is asing
SHe hit snad kicks cosue internly it ehr but shr nact let that out with tesrs
Sp the punches work

she wonders why ismile ever tiem she does
she wounders why i alag h when seh does
she wounders why rver time she waives i wasve bkac iwth a misle
she woudners why ever ite i lev ei have to say i love you

MAbey it;s cosue she more htn just a frined
She means so mcu more
she is much llcoser
mabey it;s cosue she's like a sister

She knows so mcuh ocuse she dcares
she knows som uch ocuse she lisne
she knows som mcu hcoause she is asmins
she knows so mcu h couse she is her

Alli everwhented was ehr
All i ever wahted was to know thg realy her
ALl i ever wnated was her nothing more
All iever wnated was her with no changes

I ahve to msiel couse hers ins ocntages
I ahve to lagh whe nseh does cosue it;s jsut funny
I smile couse im waving at ehre
I ahve to say ilvoe you so hse knows osme onw alwaysy locves her

I dontknow how she cna put up wityh me
I dontknow what i did to diserv ehr
O dont know why God amede me so luckey
I dont know why he let soemone as aus mas ehrocmein to my life

SHe donst nknow how much i lvoe ehr
She donst know how mchi carea obut ehr
She dosnt knowwhat she emans to me
SHe dosntknwo waht she aahs done for em

THere is so much i oucsl ds ay aobut here
THere is so mcuh ioculd tlel you aoubt ehr
THaere is so mcuh that she is amsing at
THere is so much i oculd say

Who is she
Why do itlkatoso hily of her
Why
COuse she's my best friend

A little longer

YOu ahdn lsieds arcoss my shoudl fomr another godbye hug
ADni wnat ot hol d on tight
Cosue idont want to mkae you go ohme otnhigh

I want to keep that hug
Not let go
ADn elt oyu knwo
I Care aobut you

I wot wnat to let go
I want to hold you in theis hug jsut a litle longer
I dont wnat you to leeve

I kwnowaht waists for you
AD i wnat to ceep you fomr it
I jsut want to hold on a ligtlte longer

S o lets let tihgs hug last a little longer today
LEts jsut sntad ehr for a seondc adna dn fel lhe warm impbrace
SO meabey otngiht you;ll rebmer that like i rmeber oy u

Once agne idont get i nthe words i wat to say
I jsut get scolded wfor wahti do wrong

NO good job Dani
SJut what i do wrong

Oh how i wihs it wantst that way
If iahd jstua bit longer

IT donst matter
It want noithng importent

IT dosntamtter
Noghitnh new

I liesn
You talk

I try
I fail

I Gues si cnat odi t wright
Butes im goignt in t all wrong tihonight

Im not good at mcu h
OR anytinhg

But i guess il ljsut go to bed
Ad try agne tomamtwo

Soon.....

Soon were my name is iwll be another
Soon you wont need me any mroe
I'll be fased out not needed.

COsie you;re sslowly seeing that other pople care
cosue you finly get that other pole wnat to lisen
You're understadning that im not the only one who will stay up lat jsut tot tlak to you

Soon you ownnt need me
Soon you;ll forgt aobt me
Soon i knwo i wnaont be needed

I see were my name use to be
I see were use o stnad messiges for me
and now i see other pole names wright there

Soon you wnat need me
soon il lbe forgeten
soon you wnont rrember that person you usre to knwo

Mabe yim wrong
but it fells liek im wright
/Mabey im jsut over exgaretoing
But it all seems to fimerler to me

SO i guess al lthes left
IS to buld the wasll up
Adn get ready for a storm
WEther it willl ocme or nt who knwo

IT's sorty lonly here without you
The day goes by slower
And i find my self havineg nothing to do

I'm so use to tlaking to you tilll late at night
I live for thos oocnversations
We have funny ones but atlest once a wekke we ahve a serouse one

sometime were on the bummbey rode
It sme like we were there a coupple dayts befor you left
I coudnt let you eve nad let it be that way

I guess the piont of all this is
I miss you
I love you
And i cnat wait for you to come home

my thoughts mabey

so what do you d o when all you do is hert
so what do ou do when you odnt wnat to hert any one any more
what do you to when you jst dont knwo waht to do
what cna you do

What happens when the person you cared aobut most you jsut ehrt
What happens when al lyou want ot do it run
What happesn whan you didnt ahve time to shut thos emtions up
Waht hpaens when ial lyou want ot do is make it all wright
Waht hapes wen you jsut odnt knwo how
Waht can happen

Why cna i sut b e abeter friend
Why do i have to hert you so mcuh
Why do i jsut not knwo how to shut my mouth
Why cnat i just be frined

So as i stia dn think aobut it all
I knwo i've her tou and coused you pain
The wrods i dont hear stng as thy sink in
Cose iknow it menas i rely ahve hert you when you dont say thos weords

I jsut wish iwas a better finred
I jsut wich iisdidnt hert you
I jsut wish i cousle me who you need and wnat me to be
I jsut wich you didt ahve to dell with stupid me