I'm not

I'm not your funny friend
I'm not the friend you come to when al you wnat ot do is lagh.
I'm not the friend you see laghing till l they cry
You wont see me gigil till my stomic herts
I'm not ticklis wich runis all your fun
And not laghing comes esily
Seriose is what i do i can find it in any of your jokes.
I might not be all that but mabety im this
I'm that friend that you can call at 2 in the morning and ill ltka to you even if you hung up on me 3 times earler that day
I'm that friend whos not going to make jokes aobut you hwne your not around
I'm that friend who will stand up for you
I'm that friends who will look at you and yull get so uncofertable cosue you i=know i knwo what most of your loockes mean
I'm that friend wh oi s ok with you crying and wont lagh at you for it
I'm that friend who's goign to try not to let you down even tohugh i probley already ahve
I'm that friend who wnats to be there when you wnat to tlak and willl try there best to
I'm that friend who will ask you how your day was adn do oyu want to ltak aoubt it no matter how mena times you push me away
I'm that friend who isnt wored aobt that others think but will hit some one for slandering agents a friend
I'm not that frined that lets you easily forget aoubt you life. I'm no one who will sit for houres adn lisne yto you tlak aovcue i care.I wont let you slip away. I'll try my best not to be ajerk and do evertihing i sadi aobve, but then nagen im jsut hummen. Ill mes up and some days it wil hert to be pushed awya. I'm ok with the heurt cosue i knwo it will come some day and I'm ok with being pushed awya cousei knwo it;s you.

(i relay dint kwnow aht's up with this post cosue i most likly arent any of thos things so yeah)

Uh hum

to be puched away
stinks
to be left out
herts
to be forgetn
killes
to be shoved awya
stinks
to be unwanted
herts
to be replaced with some one els
kills
to ahve soemone takes your place
stinks
to fel unwanted
herts
to be left out
killes

Friends ship is a complicarted thing that I dont understnd
I dont get it
Who a m,i areound you?
Ami esily replaced ?
Mabey im jsut a nothere perosn toyou
Man it killes to be forget
Man how i wish it would stop
I guess i am replaceable
I'm just a nother perosn
Mabey ishould jsut go it will aamke it easer for you

Dont mind this intewrsting thoguht

replaced

You ireplaceble
cnat you se ethat
you mean alot to me
youre the best frined i;ve ever ahd besides God
it fells more liek your a sister
you cnat be replaced dotn you see
you mena alot to me
you cnat be reblaced
you cna fead youre saef the lie you cna but i knwo it;s not true
you say the oculd easly tka you place
i say no way
dont you see you cnat be replaced you mena to much to me
God blessed me wih oyu and ill be thank ful for that as long as i cna
you cant be replaced jsut sewe that

Um rym poam lame thing

Girl wants to give up
Wants to knwo why her lifes so messed up
She wants to stop the pain
She just dosnt knwo how to gain

A friends out
With any dout
Never sadi goodby
Never agfen would she here her say hi
Litly did she know hoe much her friend cryed

When she was younger it want a problujm
Never it just trouple some
NEver knwo how much it would efect her
Never knwo it would be such a problum

Girl heard the words she never feard
Didnt knwo thay were so near
Foudn out why she was so Diffrent
Now shw wish she was ablivent

THere so lost
Why cant thay see
What was put ata grate cost
On that tree

THay cant see him
It's hard to boleve in him
He loves them
Why cant thay just let him in

Um ever ware

Um ever ware

What happnes when the place your sopost to bolong you dont?
couse you know your diffretn form everone
No even knows thoguh all thay think is you normal like them
Little do thay know your not
You walk by thme ever dat and knwo ther nothign like you
Nut thay dont knw that
THa ydont knwo the reson you cant speack wrght sometiems
THay dontknwo the rson words go faster in your head then thay come out
THay dont knwo waht it;s like to flip number sna dletters
'Or why you stuter
THasy dontk ow wahty ever time you strugle to get a simple ocnsept
Otr mare s simple things
THat dontknwo the pain
THat dont knwo ther ert
All thay see is the simpl you
They dontk now the sad songs yo;ve writen ouse you hert so bad
Ir home mean times you did someithng till you were so tired you codnettihnk
Or hoee mwenas boockes ahve be through acros the reoom time after tie fcosue tuor frustrated adn confused
THat dontknwo the strugle
Thay jsut dont
THay cnat relay
Why would thay wont to?
Why would you want them toknwo the pain couse that would mena thave been through it?
THay dont know
How mena times you;ve cryd your self to sleep
Or how mena tims you;ve Cryed out to God with a despret plead
THat dot know how mena times there words killed you
THat dontknw that you alread beat tyour slef up thay dont need your help
Yeah thayt dontknwo?
But then agen why woudl you wnate them to couse it would bmena thayev been thought it to ?
So thay heenve been though you dont want thmto
So the only ihng to sy is
THay dontknwo waht you go through

He's there

Please dont give jsut not yet
I need tell you jsut a few things
Some one made
He loves you and cares about you
He mad nowing you would or owoudnt rejeckt him
He mad you in his imag
He acares aoubt you more thne any one wever cousel
He lvoes you more thne youve ever know
And yet me seem blind yo the fact that he's ther
We seem to forget he loves us and cares
We see tyo foget we were mad in his image
We forget he's there
He's always there for us no matter what
He made us with a plane and perpose
WE cna run fomr him but hhe'll stil lbe ther
We cna slamme the door on him
But when we come witrh tears down our face he is there
He alwas loves
he always cares
He's there
We foget so often that he cares and that he;s ther
We ofget he loves us nad will wlaywas exept us
We can hate him
We cna agrrivated with him
Necvver will he be agngrey with us
Never will he not love us
I asay these things to you to mabey give you ahope
I tell you this to show you omeone cares
It;s seems ometimes in liefe that were alone and one cares
Were never alone and he cares
I telel you this so that you know the days im a bad friend thers one better way better
He naver has bad days he alwyas loves you
I tel lyou this so that you knw when fel llonly and lost he's ther
He loves he cars
When fel lthere hope adn there no futer there is
He cares hope and he has a futer for tyou
I tell all of this so you dont foget that wheni m the worst friend in the world thay he is there nad he cares what you say and love you

Heartful words

Herfu lwords is a knife ddinging into your skin
Some words a re prcikes htat wil lsoon be forgtoen
Othre lecve amerk
Some dig deep to drow blood
And sitll other leve massive hols that wont ever heal
Words is knife diging into yor skin
THer is nothign you cna to sotp them as thay are dug deep and deep in to you
There is nothing you cna do to privent them form coming at you
YOu stand not knwing waht to do
It bernsit killes
who are you to turn to?
Who will even caare?
It sems the long thay stay the word thay hert nad son you have to pull it out let um loose
THere will always be a scare were thay have fdug into you
THayt will not soon be forgoten
You ppick up aned begin agen were you letf of
THe tendernes wil stay for a wilel the owrds stll ringign in your ears
THen the scare will oce a constien remnder waht ahs happend to yo
Harsh words is aknoife diging to your skin