Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Um rym poam lame thing

Girl wants to give up
Wants to knwo why her lifes so messed up
She wants to stop the pain
She just dosnt knwo how to gain

A friends out
With any dout
Never sadi goodby
Never agfen would she here her say hi
Litly did she know hoe much her friend cryed

When she was younger it want a problujm
Never it just trouple some
NEver knwo how much it would efect her
Never knwo it would be such a problum

Girl heard the words she never feard
Didnt knwo thay were so near
Foudn out why she was so Diffrent
Now shw wish she was ablivent

THere so lost
Why cant thay see
What was put ata grate cost
On that tree

THay cant see him
It's hard to boleve in him
He loves them
Why cant thay just let him in

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Um ever ware

Um ever ware

What happnes when the place your sopost to bolong you dont?
couse you know your diffretn form everone
No even knows thoguh all thay think is you normal like them
Little do thay know your not
You walk by thme ever dat and knwo ther nothign like you
Nut thay dont knw that
THa ydont knwo the reson you cant speack wrght sometiems
THay dontknwo the rson words go faster in your head then thay come out
THay dont knwo waht it;s like to flip number sna dletters
'Or why you stuter
THasy dontk ow wahty ever time you strugle to get a simple ocnsept
Otr mare s simple things
THat dontknwo the pain
THat dont knwo ther ert
All thay see is the simpl you
They dontk now the sad songs yo;ve writen ouse you hert so bad
Ir home mean times you did someithng till you were so tired you codnettihnk
Or hoee mwenas boockes ahve be through acros the reoom time after tie fcosue tuor frustrated adn confused
THat dontknwo the strugle
Thay jsut dont
THay cnat relay
Why would thay wont to?
Why would you want them toknwo the pain couse that would mena thave been through it?
THay dont know
How mena times you;ve cryd your self to sleep
Or how mena tims you;ve Cryed out to God with a despret plead
THat dot know how mena times there words killed you
THat dontknw that you alread beat tyour slef up thay dont need your help
Yeah thayt dontknwo?
But then agen why woudl you wnate them to couse it would bmena thayev been thought it to ?
So thay heenve been though you dont want thmto
So the only ihng to sy is
THay dontknwo waht you go through

Friday, May 4, 2007

He's there

Please dont give jsut not yet
I need tell you jsut a few things
Some one made
He loves you and cares about you
He mad nowing you would or owoudnt rejeckt him
He mad you in his imag
He acares aoubt you more thne any one wever cousel
He lvoes you more thne youve ever know
And yet me seem blind yo the fact that he's ther
We seem to forget he loves us and cares
We see tyo foget we were mad in his image
We forget he's there
He's always there for us no matter what
He made us with a plane and perpose
WE cna run fomr him but hhe'll stil lbe ther
We cna slamme the door on him
But when we come witrh tears down our face he is there
He alwas loves
he always cares
He's there
We foget so often that he cares and that he;s ther
We ofget he loves us nad will wlaywas exept us
We can hate him
We cna agrrivated with him
Necvver will he be agngrey with us
Never will he not love us
I asay these things to you to mabey give you ahope
I tell you this to show you omeone cares
It;s seems ometimes in liefe that were alone and one cares
Were never alone and he cares
I telel you this so that you know the days im a bad friend thers one better way better
He naver has bad days he alwyas loves you
I tel lyou this so that you knw when fel llonly and lost he's ther
He loves he cars
When fel lthere hope adn there no futer there is
He cares hope and he has a futer for tyou
I tell all of this so you dont foget that wheni m the worst friend in the world thay he is there nad he cares what you say and love you

Monday, April 30, 2007

Heartful words

Herfu lwords is a knife ddinging into your skin
Some words a re prcikes htat wil lsoon be forgtoen
Othre lecve amerk
Some dig deep to drow blood
And sitll other leve massive hols that wont ever heal
Words is knife diging into yor skin
THer is nothign you cna to sotp them as thay are dug deep and deep in to you
There is nothing you cna do to privent them form coming at you
YOu stand not knwing waht to do
It bernsit killes
who are you to turn to?
Who will even caare?
It sems the long thay stay the word thay hert nad son you have to pull it out let um loose
THere will always be a scare were thay have fdug into you
THayt will not soon be forgoten
You ppick up aned begin agen were you letf of
THe tendernes wil stay for a wilel the owrds stll ringign in your ears
THen the scare will oce a constien remnder waht ahs happend to yo
Harsh words is aknoife diging to your skin

Anger

Anger is a car crash
It often herts thos you love and care for
IT;s distructiion has grateness or minimal
The aapn can kill or sitng
The decistation can sometimes be unfathenable
It ehrts thos you love and care for with out even klnowing
It sometimes is ncontrolable nad yo uneve know whaen it willhapen if ever
It's nt getnl liekthe prease or sft liek new fallon snow
It's pain it's hert hes devistaion
Ange nver ses to stop
IT mnever is a wind it is a storm
It's apnful it;s angwish it is kills
It wil some tiem end but the scares are left the pain willn ot be fogten
Anger is a car crash

Saturday, April 28, 2007

fear, scared

I'm scared
yeah im scared alot that im going to hert her. Oh some mena times i've been scared i've hert here ibvet i alread have, but icnat let it stop me. I cnat let me being scared not tell her the trusth.I'f i levt fear stop me she wont know how asum she is and how pople lye to her all the time aoubt who she is cosue she insten anytihng thay say she is she is who GOd made her and he cna alone diffine her. DOsnmet she know how asum she is it's so werd to her thos things she says aoub her slef who ever taght her thos things is so wrong. She is made in His image and he is not stupid or dumb nor is she. I wish she coud see. But should ilet fear stop me form tlelign her that no should ilet me thinking ill scrowit uip stop me no but oh im scared of it im so scared ill mess it up im scared ill scrow it up nad oh i dont know i cnat let it stop me i jsut cnat let it

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I'm scared

I'm scared
THis firend ship mesna alot to me
Shes the best frined ive ever had besides God
Ahe's got a peace of my heart of got a oeasce fo hers
She says she trust me and cars aobut me but she dosent knwo waht thos werds tdo to me
thay scare me to death

I'm scared im gang hert her
Im scared im gana make her cry
I'm scared im going to mess this friendship up
I fdont want to make her cry
I dont want to hert her
I dont mess this up
But im scared tonight

She menas a hol lot to me more thne she knows
She dosnet ehrt me and i trust ehr
Im scared shell spill my secrets i trust ehr
Im not scared shell hert em she told me she wodent
But im scared

Im scared im gana hert ehr
Im scared im gan make her cryi dont wnat ot mess tihs up
im scared im gang mess this up
i dont wnat ot mka eher cry
i odnt make her hert
i dont want to mes this up
Im so scared tonight
what am ito do?